6.7.11

if you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my boy?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I've build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

5.7.11

katakata

wanita bersedih setelah mengakhiri masa pacarannya bukan karna dia putus atau diputusin atau mengapa harus putus, tapi karena kenangan yg ada dan faktanya pun perempuan itu sulit melupakan orang yg dia sayang rasa sayang itu susah tumbuh dan susah melupakan kenangan yg benearbenera berarti. perempuan juga gamau hatinya tersakiti maka dari itu dia melakukan yang harusnya tak perlu dilakukan olehnya. terkadang menjadi musuh adalah salah satu hal terbaik tetapi tidak selamanya dan lost contact bukanlah jalan utama hanya keep contact dan slalu care mungkin itu membuat lebih tenang dan yak tidak begitu tersakiti

3.7.11

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kenapa ya kayanya cowo tuh gampaaaang banget buat sayang trs ga lama ngelepas gtu aja dengan entengnya lagi, knapa ya kalo cewe kalo udah sayang tuh susah mau gimana juga mau dia bilang dia ga sakit hati lah mau dia bilang fine aja putus tpi psti ada yg ngeganjel. enakan jadi cowo kali ya yg ga peka banget ya eceece doang gtuuuu kan asyiik hahaha kaya main game aja kalo jatoh ato nyawa ilang satu yaudah game over. tpi emang ga semua cowo kaya gtu em cuma kan tetep aja kebanyakan kaya gtu, apa mreka ga bisa mikir ya kalo mreka nyakitin cewe kan sama aja kaya nyakitin ibu mreka kan sama aja tuh persis dan terkadang mreka tuh enteeeng banget deh buat mainin bilangnya ah si ini mah gampang, si ini mah slow deh. kesel ga sih kalo tau kaya gtu? pantes aja gaakan majumaju kalo hal yg keliatan kecil padahal berarti banget ini aja disepelein >.> cape juga ya being like a foolish girl who everyboys can play on you and after they get what they want they let you go and they dont feel that all of that as their fault they dont! -_- what the svk boys

21.6.11

hai long time no see

hi my dear :) i miss you a loooot i'm so sorry i cant type anything couldnt type as much as usual bcause i'm so busy with school stuff -__- they were little bit suck hahaha :D LOL i'm joke but yeah it spent a lot of my free time my daily -__-
oh ya i'm already taken by someone :) dylan? passed, danyang? i'm so sorry dan, and now him i hope and wish i can be long lasting with him oh dear hahaha it's so funny
oh ya two days later i'll get my report -_-- fck man i cant guess how is my score i cant get it as well, i'm so ridiculous fiuh i'm on my bad man in this 2nd semster bcause it was going boring not fantastic like in the 1st smester hahaha but TetraArmy i heart youuuu :*
many stories i wanna type but maybe not now later i'll post it i promise ;)